Dear God

Fiuhhhhhhh....
What a tiring day...speri yang ud gua tls smlm..hr ne gua jadi photoshoot
Lokasinya di rel K.A trus di Tol and MMTC
Gila panasnya mengerikannn....membunuhhh*mulai lebay* hahahaha
But yeah gua satisfied sm hasil hr ne....
Actually gua mau upload but again i dunno why mau upload dr ipad g bs..
Damn...

Tomorrow plan to go out with win...
And tomorrow nite will going to mag's cousin bdey...

Nowadays wanna find nice guy is like praying to God for being rich without hard working..means non sense..
Impossible..
Where are them alll...
I just realize but im not talking about all man around the world...
But nowadays what i saw is...man when having relationship..is such as candy,the sweetest candy ever...but after married and start marriage life..they will tottaly change..u will saw their other side that will hurt you..
Yes..i know not only man like this but woman too...
So when u have a relationship..try to find out their real personality,their anger,their habbit...
Its not easy..but 1 thing dont ever believe everything that only come out from their mouth.....
People can change,life too...
Nowadays,Life too wild,yes really wild and fierce for us to handle and control it using our heart...
Heart is the weakness part in our life...

Arghhh gua ngmg apa sih..kok jadi jauh gt..lari fokus..
Hahaha
But yeah just remember one thing,everyone who hurt you,thats happen because you give them chance and a small hole for them to come in again and ruin your life,hurted u again n again....its totally your choice...they cant hurt you,if u never give them chance for it..
Be tough....even u hurted.....remember...life will give u a thousand reason for smile,happy,and chance to get better one....no matter what be your self...m find ther reason for live your life..

U re the one who controlled your life...
Yeah now i found the reason for live....i found which i live for myself,to prove to those people out there for mr being me..not by imitating someone....
Live is full of up and down..
There is a winner and there is a losers...why?without loser who is ther winner?
And also there is heartbrokens and there is heartbreakers....
Everyone can paste it together into a pice,no matter how broken they are...but the difference is there is a scar....

Loving someone is like loving a rose...
The rose might be beautiful..you want to have it forever...but you know the risk of loving a rose..when u hold it,u touch it,u will be hurt cause of it thorns..
And 1 thing that i always remind myself is "Love is to give not to take(so dont wish everyone can love you back like the way u love them if they didn't.Love is to accept not to expect(so accept the reality and dun expect anything from the sacrifation we made)cause when you count how much sacrifation you made for them when you got ntg frm them its not love anymore..its what we know as HOPE(hope for getting something for what u did)"

Done for today...
Write too long ady...


Nb : everything that i writed its only Quote for myself,i just shared it and suggested..but if you dont like or what just left it unspoken :)